Poverty
2016 started with great hope; 2017 starts with a deathwatch
The harsh reality of the beginning of 2017 is that my health and safety are in rapid decline. Without a significant change, the only question is how soon will I die.
Rise of the panic disorder
My panic disorder seems to be severe enough that it eclipses even my serotonin withdrawal syndrome.
Open letter to my father, Dan Hogan: our relationship hurts
I outline for my dad, Dan Hogan, some of the things about our relationship that hurt me.
If my arm were broken, you would help me carry things
My medical conditions–depression, generalized anxiety disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder, and panic disorder–prevent me from accomplishing some tasks that I would easily be able to accomplish if I were healthy. Among the many things that I have not been able to accomplish, if I had help accomplishing one of them, I would immediately start earning more money. My life will not improve with help from other people.