I considered walking in front of a car

A car was approaching the intersection, driving dangerously fast, and I thought about what it would feel like if I walked in front of the car. I speculated about the physics and which way the impact would fling my body. I wondered what chance I would have for death. It was 4:45 PM and I had not … Continue reading

Suicide is the rational choice

I have curable illness.I'm homeless.I want to work but I can't.I'm in pain every day.I can't get enough support to mitigate the pain.I can't get enough support to end my homelessness.I can't get enough support to cure my illness.I've asked for help for six years, but I can't get enough support.I … Continue reading