An assortment of facts and issues, in no particular order:

1. Six more days of venlafaxine
2. One day of diazepam
3. Shelter through 10 December 2014
4. US$130.61 cash and PayPal
5. US$56 per week help from friends
6. Fixed most of the problems with my website but I do not know what caused the original problem: I do not want to host with GoDaddy.com anymore. I wish I could afford to move to a higher quality web host and have an SSL certificate for the privacy of my readers.
7. My sleep schedule is terrible. If I did not have to ration my anti-anxiety medications, then my sleep would be better, which would reduce my anxiety, which would help my productivity: a virtuous cycle.
8. Because I ran out of modafinil many days ago (two weeks?), my mood has been profoundly sad and my productivity has been much lower: a destructive cycle.
9. In the process of fixing my website, I made some improvements. Most of the improvements are non-obvious but they will help generate more traffic and make it a little easier to navigate.
10. I migrated some older pages into WordPress, so now it will be easier to find the pages and link to them. I am trying to finish moving all of my old pages into WordPress because it makes it easier to manage the pages and to potentially make money from ads.
11. I have now twice tried to fix my banner ad problems. Each time, it initially seemed as if I fix the problem, but both times I was wrong. I did fix a small problem that I did not know existed, so I did make some progress. Nevertheless, this unresolved problem is wasted money: every day that this problem is not resolved, that is money that I am not earning. Many people believe that my ideas are too speculative, but this issue is cold, hard facts: I have tons of traffic to my photos but I do not earn any money from the banner adds that are displayed.
12. One of my goals is to move information from Facebook to here and to add more documents such as emails
13. Based on the suggestion of a friend, I will attempt to organize the information in the form of FAQs. I have already done a lot of work configuring WordPress, and I do not see any technical obstacles to implementing this idea. With luck, it will make it easier for people to understand the myriad of complex issues.
14. The last few days have reaffirmed that–emotionally–I cannot survive like this anymore. The pain is too much. With the help paying for shelter, I can physically survive for another three weeks, but during most hours of most days, I wish for death. I need a substantial change, and I need it immediately.

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