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The best-laid plans of mice and men go oft awry

Posted: 22 December 2014
Updated: 26 April 2018

I woke up: not that I am happy about it

The emails

Google limits the number of recipients of each email to 100 addresses. Because my main computer is broken, I had to use an old backup copy of my contact list. I did not edit the list–I just did a simple filter and grabbed every email in my contact list. I broke the list into groups of 100 and sent the following emails. For each email, I did a quick scan of the recipients and if I noticed a pattern, then I modified the email slightly.

Subject: enough

Why today? To look at the events of today or yesterday, or even the last month, would be short sighted. The problems started even before I was fired–when my boss was more interested in politics and appearances than in people and preventing crimes.

Five years of steady decline is too much. You might want to read about diffusion of responsibility, but I am not sure if that will make you feel better or worse.

I took some pills. I will fall asleep soon, and I very much do not want to wake up. If someone decides to do something, please do not focus on revenge against the people who did immoral and illegal things. Please focus on changing our culture that allowed these things to happen and on changing our politico-legal system.

Subject: some people will be happy

Why today? To look at the events of today or yesterday, or even the last month, would be short sighted. The problems started even before I was fired–when my boss was more interested in politics and appearances than in people and preventing crimes.

Five years of steady decline is too much. You might want to read about diffusion of responsibility, but I am not sure if that will make you feel better or worse.

I took some pills. I will fall asleep soon, and I very much do not want to wake up. If someone decides to do something, please do not focus on revenge against the people who did immoral and illegal things. Please focus on changing our culture that allowed these things to happen and on changing our politico-legal system.

Of course, lawyers will be happy, and the people of Carroll County will be happy, because it is nearly certain now that no one will look closely at the events that lead up to today.

Subject: the lawyers should be happy

Why today? To look at the events of today or yesterday, or even the last month, would be short sighted. The problems started even before I was fired–when my boss was more interested in politics and appearances than in people and preventing crimes.

Five years of steady decline is too much. You might want to read about diffusion of responsibility, but I am not sure if that will make you feel better or worse.

I took some pills. I will fall asleep soon, and I very much do not want to wake up. If someone decides to do something, please do not focus on revenge against the people who did immoral and illegal things. Please focus on changing our culture that allowed these things to happen and on changing our politico-legal system.

Some of the people on this list are lawyers, and they should feel a little relief. So far, no one has paid attention to the illegal things that have happened to me or to the absurdities in the legal systems of the US and the UK. If I am dead, it is nearly certain that law will be “business as usual”, which benefits those who are currently lawyers and those who are currently in power. Congrats to you all.

Subject: Carroll County wins

Why today? To look at the events of today or yesterday, or even the last month, would be short sighted. The problems started even before I was fired–when my boss was more interested in politics and appearances than in people and preventing crimes.

Five years of steady decline is too much. You might want to read about diffusion of responsibility, but I am not sure if that will make you feel better or worse.

I took some pills. I will fall asleep soon, and I very much do not want to wake up. If someone decides to do something, please do not focus on revenge against the people who did immoral and illegal things. Please focus on changing our culture that allowed these things to happen and on changing our politico-legal system.

Congrats to Carroll County because now you don’t have to worry about anyone trying to reduce your domestic violence (as I did) or prosecute people for sexual violence (Brinkmeier will either ignore the case or dismiss the case–if Aceley Foster is incompetent to face charges then how is he competent enough to be a father?). I’m sorry that I didn’t understand that you wanted the developmentally disabled children in your county to be sexually abused.

Subject: Congrats, Peggy

Why today? To look at the events of today or yesterday, or even the last month, would be short sighted. The problems started even before I was fired–when my boss was more interested in politics and appearances than in people and preventing crimes.

Five years of steady decline is too much. You might want to read about diffusion of responsibility, but I am not sure if that will make you feel better or worse.

I took some pills. I will fall asleep soon, and I very much do not want to wake up. If someone decides to do something, please do not focus on revenge against the people who did immoral and illegal things. Please focus on changing our culture that allowed these things to happen and on changing our politico-legal system.

Congrats to Carroll County because now you don’t have to worry about anyone trying to reduce your domestic violence (as I did) or prosecute people for sexual violence (Brinkmeier will either ignore the case or dismiss the case–if Aceley Foster is incompetent to face charges then how is he competent enough to be a father?). I’m sorry that I didn’t understand that you wanted the developmentally disabled children in your county to be sexually abused.

Subject: Scott Brinkmeier wins again

Why today? To look at the events of today or yesterday, or even the last month, would be short sighted. The problems started even before I was fired–when my boss was more interested in politics and appearances than in people and preventing crimes.

Five years of steady decline is too much. You might want to read about diffusion of responsibility, but I am not sure if that will make you feel better or worse.

I took some pills. I will fall asleep soon, and I very much do not want to wake up. If someone decides to do something, please do not focus on revenge against the people who did immoral and illegal things. Please focus on changing our culture that allowed these things to happen and on changing our politico-legal system.

Congrats to Carroll County because now you don’t have to worry about anyone trying to reduce your domestic violence (as I did) or prosecute people for sexual violence (Brinkmeier will either ignore the case or dismiss the case–if Aceley Foster is incompetent to face charges then how is he competent enough to be a father?). I’m sorry that I didn’t understand that you wanted the developmentally disabled children in your county to be sexually abused.

But one of the biggest winners is Scott Brinkmeier. No one will look into his is illegal actions with the ARDC subpoena. 1) He didn’t return all of the documents he was required to return. 2) He included documents that were not in his files but were instead in the files of the judicial branch. And those documents were likely protected by privacy laws that he ignored. 3) He fabricated at least one document to make his actions look justified. But even before that, he knew that firing me was unconstitutional, but he took a calculated risk that I wouldn’t do anything about it, and–brilliantly–he called a special meeting of the county board to diffuse responsibility for his illegal actions. Congrats, Scott, you won your job, but you sold your integrity. That’s a wonderful lesson to teach your girls. But of course you would never tell them the whole truth about your actions.

Subject: congrats are in order

Why today? To look at the events of today or yesterday, or even the last month, would be short sighted. The problems started even before I was fired–when my boss was more interested in politics and appearances than in people and preventing crimes.

Five years of steady decline is too much. You might want to read about diffusion of responsibility, but I am not sure if that will make you feel better or worse.

I took some pills. I will fall asleep soon, and I very much do not want to wake up. If someone decides to do something, please do not focus on revenge against the people who did immoral and illegal things. Please focus on changing our culture that allowed these things to happen and on changing our politico-legal system.

Congrats to Carroll County because now you don’t have to worry about anyone trying to reduce your domestic violence (as I did) or prosecute people for sexual violence (Brinkmeier will either ignore the case or dismiss the case–if Aceley Foster is incompetent to face charges then how is he competent enough to be a father?). I’m sorry that I didn’t understand that you wanted the developmentally disabled children in your county to be sexually abused.

Congrats to my family, too. They now get to rid themselves of their guilt. They can tell their friends that they tried to help me but that there was nothing they could do. Their friends will feel sorry for them and absolve them.

I woke up

I do not know how many hours I slept. I am still groggy: my thinking is slow but not impaired. I am much more miserable than I was two days ago, especially because my father, Dan Hogan, is now trying to track me down and forcibly take control of my life. There are few things more obscene than fearing your own father.

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