This hostel is a little too loud and there are dogs outside. MXN$200-240 a night. I’m out of five medicines and having Serotonin withdrawal syndrome. I’m in pain. In a three week span, three paths to self-sufficiency were blocked by things out of my control. I have MXN$800 and US$71.95. One month of medicine is $7058 (US$382). I need to find a place that doesn’t trigger my symptoms. Nightmares, both eyes are infected, difficulty breathing, and many other things you don’t care about. Actually, I don’t know what, if anything, you care about. And hopelessness: right now, all paths have a lottery ticket’s chance of success.