I finally slept. But my panic disorder did not stop while I was sleep: my dreams alternated between nightmares and action-adventure movies. I was sweating but cold; I think would have been more dry if I tried sleeping in the ocean. The panic attacks continued after I awake and while I was eating. I came back to my computer to try to work and to distract myself from the panic attacks, but that is when a wave of grief engulfed me. My heart is racing because of the panic disorder, but I am filled with sadness because of the depression. It is a strange mixture.
In addition to cold sweats, other serotonin withdrawal syndrome symptoms include slight vertigo, ringing in the ears, body aches in my chest and neck, near constant shaking, and brain zaps, of course.
SWS usually causes me to have undirected feelings of rage. That is the symptoms I hate the most: my entire body boils with rage. I have had flashes of it, but it has not started yet. I am scared.
