In recent years, multiple studies have demonstrated that psilocybin is safe and the most effective cure for depression currently available.
Since July, I have been trying to get it. I don’t know how to buy anything on the black market, I didn’t know what wild mushrooms looked like, and my symptoms are an obstacle for everything I try to do. I have not found psilocybin, and the mushroom season is almost over.
I can’t sustain this lifestyle.
I don’t have or will soon not have all of my most important supplements and medicines: vitamin B, amino acid L-Tyrosine, modafinil, venlafaxine, diazepam, alprazolam, and omeprazole.
Much of my equipment needs repair: ripped pants, a mouse chewed a hole in my tent, and more.
Three friends send me a total of US$22 each week. My medicines alone cost US$35 each week.
This lifestyle is too painful.
I have MXN$1700 and no US dollars.
I’m still trying to find psilocybin here.
If I can’t, I might try to go to another town and buy them. But, my symptoms are a huge obstacle and they are getting worse because I don’t have many medicines. Plus, I don’t have enough money to travel and purchase psilocybin.