I am not sure why I need to explain this, but apparently it is necessary: for many months, my primary goal has been to heal. I need safety, security, and stability to heal, and that includes food and shelter. I have had to spend a lot of time trying to make sure I had food and shelter, but my real goal has been to find a place to, and a means by which to, heal.
ഞാൻ out of ideas about how to heal given my resources. How many options do I have when my resources are a camera, a broken computer, a backpack, and US$150? How am I supposed to heal my depression, my anxiety, and my post traumatic stress disorder without medicine, without therapy, പട്ടിണി, without shelter, and while I am unable to cope with trivial stressors such as loud noises?
Bottom line: I want to heal but I have no idea how to do it with the few resources I have left.